Inspired Renegade Blog

The phrase “I love you” can be extremely toxic, when used by the Ego for the purpose of manipulation and control. I remember as children we “learned” the power of this little phrase right quickly to try and manipulate our parents to get us what we want!

And there are many adults today, who use those magical 3 words (quite unconsciously) to try and manipulate another person into getting from them what they want.
“I love you” most of the time means “I need you to be a certain way for me”, and I “need you” to be a certain way so I can feel OK. That is not love, that is unhealed trauma.

In contrast, the frequency of pure love (the kind we associate with God) will make you feel SAFE and free to be you. It makes no demands of you, in fact in it’s perception you are perfect. This frequency will make you open up like a lotus flower.

I was reminiscing about something my ‘Twin’ said in our last conversation… she said “I want to dissolve all lies in my life”.

And this morning it hit me… she thinks in terms of lies = false beliefs, but there is only ONE lie to dissolve… it’s the illusion that our Ego has created. (ie: That there is a point to any of this.)

So, what is required to dissolve all lies, is to dissolve Ego’s lens.

I have shifted my perspective and now lean toward the “evolutionary” process of Consciousness turned Matter. Just yesterday I recorded a Musing about “the Word”. Many of us think of that term as a “perfect intelligent God man we have given the name Jesus”. But what if “the Word” as in “In the beginning was the Word” was a primordial Consciousness akin to the Big Bang theory… quite primitive and chaotic… and it is only through the cycles of repeated incarnations and RE-formations of matter that “the Word” is expanding itself? Or to put it in simple terms, God is evolving?

This gave me a new perspective on sharing our “Words” whether spoken or written, because I realised that our present consciousness is formed by the words spoken by those who came before us, and we “build” on their words and expand it further. And our spoken or written Word today, becomes someone’s consciousness tomorrow!
So, it is very important that we speak our insights and ideas, for in doing so we are evolving human consciousness, the planet and the universe.

An interesting thought came to me when I saw the meme below. And as I am considering the practice of “Speaking in Tongues”, I am realising that it’s purpose is vibrational and intended to shift consciousness.

I eventually figured out that there was no special gifting to “speaking in tongues”… it was simply one means of getting out of the “thinking” Left Brain.

Humming and singing will achieve the same thing, if you find you can’t speak in tongues. It is all about vibrations and shifting from the logical left brain into the soul side of the right brain, where we access the intuitive or ’spirit’ side. Be filled with the Spirit means, come from the RIGHT side of your brain.

“And do not be drunk with wine, in which is dissipation; but be filled with the Spirit, speaking to one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody in your heart to the Lord,” Ephesians 5:18,19

I have a unique perception of what an idol is, after having been an “idol avoidant” all my life… even to the burning of family pictures. I took the letter of the Law very seriously.

Since my complete turn-about from religion, I have come to recognise the worship of an externalised God (which actually is a mental “image” or “idol” we have created for ourselves) as the actual IDOLATRY. I had sacrificed everything enjoyable on the altar to this “idol” in my head, and made my personal life a living hell of drudgery. Because I felt I was not allowed to take pleasure or joy in anything “too much”.

Now, that I have displaced the “idol” in my head and moved my affections to my HEART, I love everything. And this is because I am what is known as a “pantheist”, meaning that God is everything and all. Therefore, nothing exists that isn’t God… not even that statue in the picture. It too is made of the Consciousness that is God.