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An entry from 2 years ago, but I feel it is still relevant! This is just an off the cuff talk, I don’t know if it will make a lot of sense as I am bumbling around quite a bit… if nothing else, just enjoy the energy. 😊

As I was listening to my most recent Morning Musings #1047, my thoughts were directed to the East Gate or Golden Gate of Jerusalem.

A brief paragraph describes that event as follows: In 1541 the Ottoman Sultan Suleiman ordered the gate sealed for the final time. Suleiman may have sealed the gate to better defend the city or because he wanted to prevent the fulfillment of the Jewish prophesy of the Messiah’s return through the Golden Gate.

I find deep significance in the symbolism conveyed by the physical act of “sealing the gate” in order to prevent the Return of the Messiah.

When we apply this at an esoteric and metaphysical level, we can transpose this to our Brain Hemispheres, where the RIGHT hemisphere represents the “east” gate through which Consciousness (ie: Messiah Christ) is accessed. The brain cell cluster responsible for ‘Whole/All/Source’ Consciousness is in the EASTERN brain hemisphere.

For most people this “gate” is sealed shut due to unconscious trauma in their Soul. The “gate” can be opened via different means, either by hypno / psycho therapy, meditation, plant medicine or through Twin Flame Kundalini activation.

I saw a post by a dear friend last night sharing about yet another misfortune that had happened in their life. And it got me to pondering and wondering… how do these endless strings of ‘bad luck’ come into being?

I would like to postulate some anecdotal insights that might perhaps help undo this pattern or string of unhappy events following you around.

It’s just a theory, that I have observed playing out in my own life, but to which I became aware one day and made the connection… like watching ‘electricity’ seeking the next connector and line to flow through.

I recently learned (from Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor) that our emotions run on a 90 second timeline. After that, we have to deliberately tell ourselves the story again in order to remain angry for a longer or repetitive loop of the same emotion.

The other thing I feel is that emotions are like propane fuel… 1 L of liquid expands to 270 Litres of Gas.

It’s Ok and necessary to “feel” the emotion in the moment. It’s like lighting the pilot light and letting it burn off.

But I feel here is the part we need to be careful and mindful with… when one is in the middle of that ‘ignition’ flash point… allow it to burn off BEFORE getting on the phone or FB and “broadcasting” THE EMOTION (energy) in the “charged” moment to others.

It is best to WAIT, breathe and allow the emotional energy to dissipate, BEFORE we tell others about the event. You may want to tell the incident, but not with the “live wire” still attached to the current/currency and still buzzing.

Emotions (energetic currents) are like “heat seeking missiles”… we project them out, and they fly out into orbit (the atmosphere) around the Moon… but then they COME BACK to earth and they FIND YOU…. now this is my theory only, but I am thinking this is how we create endless loops of misfortune.

This of course is true of “happy emotions” or “gratitude” as well… this is the reason we “send good energy”… the more of what we project OUT, the more of that RETURNS to sender.

So let me ask you, do you find yourself in frequent states of frustration, anger and disappointment?

You are vibrating in a constant state (I am not talking about bouts here) of highly charged energies that you keep emitting into a LOOP that follows an energetic pattern… coming back to you.

What would you like to have come back to you? Start emitting that energy instead. ❤

I was pondering the “atheist” thing the other day, and thought to myself… I actually am atheist now. But then, I had to check out what the official definition of “theism” is… and here is one:

The belief or acknowledgement of the existence of a God, as opposed to atheism, pantheism, or polytheism.

I think what most atheists actually reject is the idea of the “big man in the sky”. And in that sense, I am definitely atheistic now, as I don’t believe GOD is a ‘person’.

If I had to adopt a label, it would definitely be pantheism which we can vaguely deduce from Ephesians 4:6, and of course it has a flaw in translation with the word ‘over’ not actually being in the original definition.

One God and Father of all, who is over upon all and through all and in all. Ephesians 4:6

Pantheism is the philosophical and religious belief that reality, the universe, and nature are identical to divinity or a supreme entity. The physical universe is thus understood as an immanent deity, still expanding and creating, which has existed since the beginning of time.

I am going to try and help simplify your spiritual journey and Bible understanding.

For the last several days, I have been watching Youtube video interviews with Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor - a Harvard trained Neuroanalyst who suffered a stroke in her Left Brain and experienced life through only the Right Brain hemisphere for 8 years, while she was waiting for her Left Brain to rebuild itself.

Her famous TEDTalk is titled “My Stroke Of Insight”, and I highly recommend her material. She published a book titled:
Whole Brain Living which you may order from her link!

Now, how does this tie into the Bible teachings? In particular Ephesians 2:14,15

First of all, a warning❗ It seems you can’t get any of the many Bible translations to agree on what the verse is meant to say. I am going to quote the BLB version for this instance.

To arrive at a more accurate translation, it does help to consult the Interlinear Greek Text for a wider array of words and definitions that could be used in gaining a better understanding.

“For He Himself is our peace, having made both one and having broken down the barrier of the partition of hostility, having annulled in His flesh the law of commandments in ordinances, so that He might create in Himself the two into one new man, making peace,”

It’s highly unlikely that you will ever figure out (from studying line upon line in your Bible) that this is talking about your BRAIN; the 2 Brain Hemispheres that in the average person function separate from each other. Which results in the “house divided against itself”. Lots of confusing Bible jargon.

Now, these are all wise sayings from Jesus and other Bible characters for back in their day, but to this day most Bible students do not know what those passages are going on about. It came to me by personal revelation, an ‘aha’ moment some time ago. And I have been talking about this for some time now.

When I was recently introduced to Dr. Jill Bolte Taylor, I was delighted with glee that finally we have someone (a Soul who incarnated for this very purpose) who can give real context for these obscure and encrypted biblical texts and parables, and give them meaning in intelligent and contemporary language.

You will understand clearly what the parables in the Bible are hinting at, once you spend some time listening to Dr. Jill Bolte. Save yourself a lot of time, trouble and woo-woo… and get straight to the core of the mystery.