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This is a comment I made under a Youtube video 6 months ago, and I will post the link to that video below for context. We see a lot of people shifting lanes between Christianity and the New Age. Have you ever asked yourself why this happens? This is my response to the Youtube video.

The way I see it (and have experienced it in my life), the problem you are trying to address here isn’t actually with either focus on Yeshua or the New Age. Those are just the band-aids we seek out for our Soul dysfunction (you may call it sin if you like). The reason why I would like to elaborate on this some more, is because I know a lot of angry Jesus loving Christians, who project their psychological shadow on others in judgement.

What is the real problem with humanity? What is this sin that we are burdened with as soon as we are birthed into this world? It’s ancestral trauma that gets passed down to us to the 3rd and 4th generation. It’s not a “moral” deficiency, but a psychological deficiency. We have been traumatized to the point where we will Self abandon. The clinical term for this is “dissociation”… our brain consciousness is literally split in two, and half of it is in complete amnesia. I am referring to the Sub-Conscious mind, or the Soul.

There is a saying by Shahida Arabi that goes like this: “A child that’s being abused by it’s parents, doesn’t stop loving it’s parents, it stops loving itself”.

And THIS is the “sin” that destroys us. I have found that Yeshua dying on the cross does not help with this problem, it requires some serious shadow work and psycho analysis, to unearth and transmute the “self condemnation” we hold in the deepest parts of our Soul. And YOU can and must do this yourself. You must follow Yeshua’s path exactly as He walked it. He can’t do for you, what you have to do for yourself… and that is develop a relationship with your SELF… bring that traumatized, fragmented Soul back to wholeness, by coming face to face with your subconscious trauma shadows. This is what Yeshua encountered in the wilderness for 40 days and 40 nights. For He also had his shadows (”wild beasts”) to confront, to know and bring himself into the wholeness of Christ Consciousness.

In fact, Ephesians 2:14 is the reference to this exact thing I am trying to explain. Jesus made the TWO brain hemispheres as ONE and having broken down the barrier of the partition of hostility (in his mind), having annulled in His nature the law of commandments in ordinances (or judgement of good and evil), so that He might create in Himself the two into one new man, making peace.

He became a unified consciousness, or whole brained person… where the left and right brain or masculine ego and feminine soul work in harmony. I hope this helps. I wish you all the best for your journey of the Soul.

https://www.youtube. … /watch?v=TPq2M3gzSlU

Sending a message through the intercom to the people at the back of the bus…

“Behold, I am with you all the days 𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗹 the completion of the age”. Words of Jesus from Matthew 28:20

The age of Pisces is signing off to the age of Aquarius, and so is Jesus.

Get used to it people. Jesus wasn’t meant to hold your hand perpetually.
Your last stop to unboard is coming up soon. ❤

A few months ago, I made a Musing dismantling the virtue of Loyalty. Today, I want to take a closer look at Trust.

For the last week, the subject of trust has been percolating in my personal field. It came under closer introspection, because I have fallen into the disgrace of breaching confidentiality (even tho I did so in complete anonymity of the person involved, but this is about the principle of expectations, which I failed to honor).

As I have been sitting in the searing pain of trauma for days now, feeling the sting of shame and failure…. I searched deeply for resolution.

What I have come to realize this morning is, that both Loyalty and Trust are prized virtues in the world of Ego, or what we know as the human persona or play character.

It’s the character that is shrouded in shadows and secrets, and Trust only finds meaningful application in a reality of shadows and secrets.

So, I am asking myself today… how deeply involved do I want to be with that world? Do I really want to forge connections with people who nurture their shadows and secrets and expect me to play the role of protecting those secrets? No, I do not. I do not want to be involved in such connections.

As I am writing these words, an old Bible verse comes to mind, for which I now see a much clearer understanding in light of this contrasting situation.

“Do not be yoked together with unbelievers. For what do righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness?” 2.Cor 6:14

Take out the word ‘unbelievers’ and exchange it with ‘3D Persona’ or Ego. What fellowship can be had with a person or persona who’s existence was forged and shaped by darkness (traumas, shadows, secrets, drama)… such a persona will be offended continually, because their identity is directly attached to their traumas.

On the other hand, the person embracing ‘transparency’, doing the Shadow Work and illuminating their secrets with light, does not need your Trust, because there is nothing to protect. Trust holds no vital role for someone living in the light.

My only fault is that I have developed such ‘transparency’ and speak so openly about my life, that I forgot in that moment that not everyone lives that way.

I recall something being written about Jesus in the Bible, “But Jesus would not enTRUST himself to them, for he knew all people.” … and their shadows. I this verse finally makes sense.

Saw this on my FB feed today and this is a comment I made about the Gospel of Grace and why it is actually a toxic concept.

God doesn’t need any more glory. How much more must He take away from man to make himself look better?

But mankind sure could use a bit of that. We suffer from the cancer of low self esteem (toxic unworthiness), and that has produced an Ego in us that misbehaves like a psychologically damaged child… and we call it “sin”.

Yes, it is “sin” to live separate and in Self denial from all that is good and worthy, not being permitted to clothe ourselves in the reputation / glory of the Divine. Grace takes that away from man, that’s right. And this is why Grace is toxic.

People have a real problem with blaming God for their troubles.

I am all for blaming God. And we should not feel guilty for doing so. Why? Because “He” (just using that because of the common vernacular) has the biggest shoulders, and he created this mess.

I wish to refrain from blaming human beings who have been virtually blind folded and are expected to guide themselves and others through this confusing life without running into things. 🤦

People don’t like me talking like this, because “God” or our concept of Him is the only means for self soothing that is not tainted by this world. I get it. But, maybe we need to look at the reasons for our need to spiritually ’self soothe’? Why do we need a blameless Daddy?

Maybe our problems remain, because we constantly self blame and make ourselves responsible for failing. Maybe it isn’t our fault? And we carry around this false guilt that does not belong to us. Put it on God’s shoulders, literally for that is where it belongs.

Perhaps this is the meaning the Gospel should have had. Instead of finding Himself an innocent lamb (human sacrifice), He should have been the scapegoat for what He created.