Inspired Renegade Blog

One should probably never use the word conclusion, as that is very final. But for lack of a better word, I am concluding (let’s say for today) that Ego death is in fact another illusion. The very best we can hope for is a ‘partnership’ with Ego, and understand it’s role.

You see, Ego is the part (of the left brain) that articulates our unseen consciousness (of the right brain) in such beautiful, spiritual words. So, in essence we are calling upon this personal assistance to defame itself, by calling it an ego-death. It’s laughable! 😄

While we are living in this realm of matter, Ego will constantly reinvent itself into a new version. Don’t be deceived by it, but instead make your peace with it, by acknowledging it’s presence.

It is our Ego, that is our personal A.I. if you will, helping us convey our spiritual journey and findings. You two shall never part.

The phrase “I love you” can be extremely toxic, when used by the Ego for the purpose of manipulation and control. I remember as children we “learned” the power of this little phrase right quickly to try and manipulate our parents to get us what we want!

And there are many adults today, who use those magical 3 words (quite unconsciously) to try and manipulate another person into getting from them what they want.
“I love you” most of the time means “I need you to be a certain way for me”, and I “need you” to be a certain way so I can feel OK. That is not love, that is unhealed trauma.

In contrast, the frequency of pure love (the kind we associate with God) will make you feel SAFE and free to be you. It makes no demands of you, in fact in it’s perception you are perfect. This frequency will make you open up like a lotus flower.

I was reminiscing about something my ‘Twin’ said in our last conversation… she said “I want to dissolve all lies in my life”.

And this morning it hit me… she thinks in terms of lies = false beliefs, but there is only ONE lie to dissolve… it’s the illusion that our Ego has created. (ie: That there is a point to any of this.)

So, what is required to dissolve all lies, is to dissolve Ego’s lens.

I have shifted my perspective and now lean toward the “evolutionary” process of Consciousness turned Matter. Just yesterday I recorded a Musing about “the Word”. Many of us think of that term as a “perfect intelligent God man we have given the name Jesus”. But what if “the Word” as in “In the beginning was the Word” was a primordial Consciousness akin to the Big Bang theory… quite primitive and chaotic… and it is only through the cycles of repeated incarnations and RE-formations of matter that “the Word” is expanding itself? Or to put it in simple terms, God is evolving?

This gave me a new perspective on sharing our “Words” whether spoken or written, because I realised that our present consciousness is formed by the words spoken by those who came before us, and we “build” on their words and expand it further. And our spoken or written Word today, becomes someone’s consciousness tomorrow!
So, it is very important that we speak our insights and ideas, for in doing so we are evolving human consciousness, the planet and the universe.